I have been hurt that many times now, I've just gotten used to it.
I'm shy & never myself when I'm not around the people who are closest. I wish I was skinnier, I wish I was prettier, I wish I was tanner, I wish I could read minds, I wish that he knew how I felt & I wish he wouldn't just take me for granted. But we all want what we don't have. No one deserves to be unhappy. People change, things get in their head & their minds are only set on one thing.