I have been hurt that many times now, I've just gotten used to it.
I'm shy & never myself when I'm not around the people who are closest. I wish I was skinnier, I wish I was prettier, I wish I was tanner, I wish I could read minds, I wish that he knew how I felt & I wish he wouldn't just take me for granted. But we all want what we don't have. No one deserves to be unhappy. People change, things get in their head & their minds are only set on one thing.
the person i like and why i like them. harleylancemaher; because when i fell in love with him, he was such a sweet, caring, charming boy. to be honest, i’m not sure how or why i’m still in love with him. if everyone knew the person he used to be & knew the person he is around me, you’d all understand why i still stick around..
a famous person i’ve been compared to. miranda kerr? ha!
5 things that irritate me about the same sex/opposite sex. girls; they’re always bitching, they’re always judging, they’re always complaining about something & some always try to be better than others boys; most of them are assholes, they break your heart, they don’t give a fuck, they smell & they use you.
the best thing that has happened to me this week. he came running back, again ;)
weird things i do when i’m alone. uh, nothing?
how i’d spend ten thousand bucks. probably buy clothes, jewelry, shoes, give some to mum & dad, buy a few cars & i dunno.
things i like and things i don’t like about the way i look. like; my eyes :) dislike; my body, my hair.
my last night out in detail. chillz with imogen <3
something that makes me sad when i think about it. harleylancemaher.
something i’ve lied about. dunno, a fair bit i guess?
would i rather be stranded on a desert island with someone i love for ten years or someone i hate for a month? explain why. no idea huh.
something i’m currently worrying about. harleylancemaher. one person from tumblr i’d throw off a cliff, one i’d marry and one i’d fuck. dunno?
something i do without realising. stare at people, or death stare people. ha
lyrics that apply to my current situation/mood. “& i hate how much i love you boy, & i can’t stand how much i need yah.”
a drunken story. cbf..
something i regret. loosing my virginity.
to do list. eh..
my longest relationship and who it was with. 6 months; harleylancemaher.
post a bit of my last IM convo. cbf..
5 things i want to change. mine & harley’s relationship, harley, my body, my job, just to be happy.
my view on being tumblr famous. …
someone i’d like to be for a day and why. noone.
5 things within touching distance. pen, mouse, paper, remote, laptop ;)
story of my first kiss. cbf..
an embarrassing/socially awkward situation i’ve found myself in. dunno?
something i’m not proud of. continuously going back to harley after everything he’s done.